I was about 11 years old and had finished the 5th Grade in school. It was a warm summer evening. I had not been feeling well, so I went to bed early while my family watched TV.  My penis felt “itchy” and I thought that I had gotten a flea bite from one of our family cat’s fleas but, in retrospect, my body may have been telling me that it was time for my first orgasm. In my younger years, I had realized that touching my penis was pleasurable but I had no idea that anything else was possible.  I also knew that seeing developed adult women was attractive and pleasurable for me but had no idea why that could be.  Anyway, I laid down, trying to sleep in the warm night, but found that my penis had some itchy spots so I tried rubbing them to stop the itch. Well, of course, the more I rubbed, the more pleasure I felt. I just could not stop because it kept getting better and better and better. I finally realized that I’d pulled my pajamas down and was holding my now erect penis rubbing it hard. I was writhing on my bed, moaning in sheer ecstasy.  It just got so good, better and better and I could not stop and wondered how long this could go on.  Suddenly, I felt the sheer, mindless  pleasure of what I later learned was my first orgasm.  I “cummed” and “cummed” HARD. It was just “earthshaking”, so to speak.  I just laid back on the bed, totally exhausted and wondering “what just happened?! what was THAT!”  I was so tired and satisfied that I fell asleep.  A while later, I was rudely awakened by my mother who had come in to check on me. She was yelling that I was a “dirty boy” and that this was just “AWFUL!”  My Dad looked in to see what was going on and I heard him telling Mom to cool down, that I probably just had a wet dream at my age. Mom settled down but was sill irritated with me and changed my bed linens to get rid of the sheets with my semen on them although I didn’t know why she was changing them, I still did not realize what had happened.  The next day, realizing that my parents would be upset about it and that this was something I had to keep secret, I went into the bathroom, while nobody was around, locked the door and, while sitting on the toilet, tried to reproduce what happened the previous night. Of course, it worked, I was again in sexual ecstasy but this time I managed to point my penis into the toilet to see if anything came out afterwards.  I again had a hard orgasm.  This time I was shocked to see that white fluid had some out of my penis.  I later learned about semen, about what it was, and realized that I had to keep this hidden from everyone, to just enjoy it by myself in private.  So, I started masturbating at least every other day, sometimes everyday and sometimes even more than once a day.  For years, having an orgasm became the best part of my day. It did help me through many stressful times.  I just wish that, back then, some  older, unrelated female, with medical knowledge, would have found out about my masturbation, taken me aside and gently explained what was going on with my body, given me a good sex education and told me that it was OK if I masturbated in private. I loved masturbating too much to stop it yet, for years, I felt guilty about it.  I’d see girls and women to whom I was attracted and masturbate while thinking about them.  I felt guilty about that too.  I just wish that I could have been masturbating without feeling all the guilt.   

but no queer stuff

a paragraph or two belongs to an unknown author„, you know me show me a little something with some bones (ers) to it and I go crazy

 
It was November, getting cold out, and on this particular Friday, my mom received a phone call from the mother of a friend of mine.  Seems as though there had been a death in the family and she wanted to know if Jimmy could stay with us for the weekend.  Of course my mom said yes and at 5:00 pm, Jimmy was knocking on our door.  Jimmy and I were both 13, in the 8th grade and had been good friends since kindergarten.  We were both looking forward to having the weekend to kick back, play video games and just enjoy ourselves.
My mom and dad were going out with friends and by six we were downstairs sitting on the couch watching tv,   The conversation turned towards a couple of girls at school that we thought might be “fast”, when I suddenly remembered something.  “Hey, Jimmy, wait till you see this!”  I exclaimed as I ran into the little storage area where my parents kept their stuff.
“What ya gettin, Jackie?”  Jimmy asked as he eyed me from the couch.
“You’ll see.  I found these last weekend and haven’t had a chance to go through them, though.”  I came out with a stack of Playboy magazines!
“Oh man!  Your Dads?”
“I guess… I don’t think they’re my Mom’s!”  I laughed as I sat back down on the couch and set the stack of magazines between us.
We both grabbed one and started to look through them.  Neither of us had ever seen a magazine with naked women and we oohed and ahhed and pointed and showed each other pictures and did so in a hushed whisper, as if we might be caught.  The women were voluptuous and naked and sexy and naked and beautiful and naked.  Quickly, without realizing it, I had a hard on that was pressing uncomfortably against my jeans.  I tried to adjust it but my dick just wouldn’t adjust.  Finally Jimmy looked at me and said, “yeah, me too.”
We both giggled at that.  “You don’t think it would be queer to pull out our dicks, do you?” I asked.
He looked at me and asked, “you aren’t going to tell anyone, are you?”
I nervously shook my head back and forth.  “No… I wouldn’t want anyone to know, either.”
Jimmy stared at me and shrugged his shoulders.  Finally he said,  “You first.”
I stood up, all 5’2  and 110 lbs of me, my jeans tented in front.  I undid my belt, unsnapped my jeans and pulled them down along with my jockeys until I was standing there with my 4” dick waving in the air.  I stepped out of my jeans and sat down on the couch, my prick standing straight up.  I didn’t know what to say so I didn’t say anything.  Jimmy just looked at my dick, making me feel a little excited and dirty all at the same time.  “Okay, your turn,” I whispered at him.
Jimmy stood up and his tent was definitely bigger than mine.  When he undid his jeans and pulled them down I was amazed at the size of his dick!  We were both 13, Jimmy was shorter and skinnier than me, but Jimmy’s pole looked to be 6.5 inches long!  It was fatter than mine, his balls were huge compared to mine and he had dark pubic hair.  My pubes were soft, blond and almost unseen.  As I stared at his dick, mesmerized by his large boner, I absentmindedly took hold of my own dick and started to stroke it.  Jimmy just stood there, facing me, watching me rub my pole up and down.  Then he leered at me and said “So it turns you on to see my dick?”  He was smiling boyishly as he said it.
I stammered, realizing I was stroking my boy boner while gazing at his hard on.  “No… no…” Then honestly, ” Its so big!”
"Well yours is not so big but it is cool, I think we both have nice dicks."
 Jimmy turned to the side to give me a profile. “Yeah, I know.  When I shower in gym class, I can see I’m bigger than the other guys.”
“Wow, that’s really cool,” I said breathlessly.
Jimmy sat down next to me, pushing the magazines out of the way.  “Do you jerk off much?”
I continued to slowly stroke my own hard on, even as I answered, “I don’t know… maybe 3 times a day.”
Jimmy looked at my dick as he spoke, “That’s it?  How long have you been jerking?”
I almost didn’t hear him as I continued to look at his fat hard prick.  It was cut, like mine, but had a big mushroom head. 
 
 ”Uhm…oh… uh, I guess about three months.  How many times do you jerk it?”
Jimmy watched me watching his dick and he held it in his one hand while the other hand rubbed his balls. 
 
 ”I shoot like 6-8 times a day!  Its all I want to do.   It’s like I have to shoot all the time!”
I was nervous and excited all at once.  Moving my hand up and down slowly, watching him do the same, I asked, “6-8 times a day?!  Come on, Really?”
“Yeah, my record is 11 times in one day.  I stroke it every chance I get.”
“Wow, that’s so hot,”
 
I said excitedly. 
 
 ”Do you want to stroke off together?”
“Yeah, alright. But this cant be queer stuff, ok?
 
  We both grabbed our dicks and started to slowly stroke.  Jimmy reached over with his free hand and opened a playboy to a hot picture for us to look at while we masturbated. 
 
 ”This’ll help,”
 
he said.
I wasn’t looking at the picture, but at his impossibly hard dick, watching his hand run up and down, watching his balls jumble back and forth.  It was hard for him to hold the magazine straight with one hand and suddenly, without thinking, I said,
 
"If you hold the magazine steady, I’ll jerk it for you."
I half expected him to smack me, or tell me I was a fag or, well, just about anything than what he said. 
 
 ”Yeah, that would be hot.  Go ahead and jerk me and I’ll flip through the magazine for us.”
He held the magazine in two hands in front of him, showing me the pictures as I reached over and suddenly felt his warm meaty dick in my hand.  My head was warm and my thoughts fogged, my breathing went shallow and I was completely turned on.  There I was, stroking my own dick and his at the same time. 
 
 ”How’s that?”
 
  I asked breathlessly as I stroked his hard, fat dick.
“Oh…yeah…that feels good, Jackie!  Keep doing it like this.”
 
With that he reached over and took my dick in his hand, almost like he was afraid to touch it, but then he relaxed and stared to gently stroke me up and down.
 
"I’m not queer or anything, but your doing it to me so I guess it is only fair that I do some for you."
 
"We’re not queer we’re just experimenting. Do you know how good your hand feels on me?"
 
"Well, I guess so, your hand feels really good on me, so it must be the same."
 

 Soon I realized that Jimmy hadn’t turned a page in a couple of minutes and was completely enthralled with us stroking each others dick for him.  I had to stop him from stroking me several times as I was getting close to shooting my stuff.  Jimmy’s eyes were locked on his dick and my hand and he started to let out little moans and lifting his hips to meet my fist. 
 
 ”Yeah… so good Jackie.  Wow, you’re really good at that! And it’s funny stroking yours is so different than when I stroke mine.”
His compliment made me want to please him more.  With my free hand I reached down and cupped his balls.  My little hand looked like it was holding two plums in a sack.
 
"Oh…oh…OHHH"
 
Jimmy moaned and then he started to shoot his sperm and hold my nuts at the same time. I began to stroke him faster and faster as the first thick rope of sperm exploded from the angry purple mushroom head of his fat dick. 
 
 ”OOOOOoooohhhhh” 
 
 It was more sperm than I’d ever shot!  Long thick strands of sperm spurted out of his dick and landed on his chest, stomach and my hands.  Over and over…5…6…7…8…9…10 thick ropes of heavy white sperm pumped onto his skin. God that alone made me cum. Then he was done, sitting there, blinking unsteadily like he was near passing out, breathing heavy.
“Oh man…Jackie, that was unbelievable!”

"Fuck yeah, we came at the same time, it was so cool."


 His head fell back onto the couch, his eyes closed as he tried to slow down his breathing.  In that instant, without a conscious thought about doing it, I quickly put my fingers to my mouth and tasted his sperm without him seeing me!  It was thick, gloppy, not thin and stringy like mine.  And it tasted wonderful! I changed hands and took some of my own, mine seemed sweeter, his was tangy, salty, warm.  He opened his eyes. 
 ”What a mess! We’re both covered in each other’s cum.” 
 
He was looking down at his stomach.
“Don’t worry, I’ll get a towel for you.” 
 
As I stood up and turned around he grabbed my bare ass, and kind of squeezed it, it was strange, good but strange.
 
"I wonder if girls tits feel like that, I mean like your ass feels, kind of mushy but soft at the same time."
 
 I ran into the laundry room and brought out an old towel and without even asking, I started to wipe him up.  Jimmy just watched me, not saying a word. 
 
 ”You shot so much!” 
 
"You shot a lot too." he said.
 
"No where near what you did."
 
I said as I cupped his balls and moved his dick to wipe him clean. Even soft his dick felt good, spongy and still almost hard.
“I guess, ”
 
he answered. 
 
 ”It’s like that all the time.  My balls are always full, like that.”
“That was so cool,”
 
I said to him as I finished cleaning him up.
“Did you shoot?”
"Yeah even though I kept stopping because I was going to shoot right away."
“You can do again  now, if you want.”
“Naw, I’ll wait for you to get hard again and we can do it together.”  I desperately wanted to stroke him again, see his prick shoot all that hot white sperm.

He took the towel away from me and like he was cleaning it off like I was  a little baby. And the warmth of his hand made me hard again. He kind of squeezed it and chuckled.


 ”We can start now, if you want.  I can shoot again, right away.”
"No way!" I exclaimed as I sat down next to him.
Soon, after working his dick for just a couple of minutes, his dick was hard again, to my amazement, and that my was getting even harder under his hand!
Looking down at that big dick on that boys frame, I couldn’t help myself. 
 
 ”Do you want me to do you again?”
He grinned big,
 
"Yeah.  That would be great!  You really did it so nice."
This time as I stroked him I stroked myself in earnest and in a few, short minutes, both of us excited at our dirty little secret, were close to shooting.   I could tell he was close as his dick turned that angry purple again and I could feel it getting harder and bigger.  Suddenly he growled,
 
"OOOOhhhhhyesssss….here I go!"
His dick lurched in my hand, the pee hole on his prick gaped open and suddenly another long thick stream of sperm spewed out of his dick, landing almost on his chin.  At the sight, my own pole exploded, shot after streaming shot of sperm landing on my hand and my belly button.  We both convulsed on the couch, breathing loudly, moaning, squirming.  I stopped shooting first while Jimmy’s big dick continued for another three or four blasts.  Finally we both sat there in the basement, gasping for air, quivering in post sperming exhaustion.
“You going to taste my sperm again?” 
 
 Jimmy asked softly.
I turned a bright red with embarrassment,
 
"What?  No, I, no, um, no I didn’t!  I didn’t taste your sperm!" 
 
 I was completely taken by surprise.
Jimmy looked at me, scared that he had made me feel bad. 
 
 ”No Jackie, its alright.  I saw you last time. And, a couple of time I have eaten my own. But don’t worry, I would never tell anyone!”
I didn’t know what to say, so I sat there looking down at the floor. 
 
 ”I just wanted to see what it tasted like,”
 
I mumbled. 
 
 ”I didn’t think you were watching.”
“I know, Jackie.  Like I said, its alright, I won’t tell anyone. Was there any difference between yours and mine?”
 
  He put his hand on my neck and shook it like a friend does. 
 
 ”Did you like how mine taste?”
“Yeah, I guess it was alright. Mine was way sweeter.”
"Well,"
 
he said,
 
" I guess I got to say…" 
 
 he paused for effect,
 
"eeeeewwwwwwwwww!"
 
And he broke up laughing, and suddenly, I was laughing too!
“Oh come on, you were watching?”
“I just opened my eyes as you were putting your fingers in your mouth!  So, honestly, did you like it?”
I sat for a moment, thinking if I should tell him the truth and then just said it out loud,
 
"I don’t know. Its tangy and salty and warm."
He laughed again, took his dick, shook it at me and said,
 
"Plenty where that came from!" 
 
" I think I could do it again too."
 
  We both giggled, the nervousness gone. 
"Wipe me up again,"
 
he commanded.  And I did.
As I wiped and cleaned him, I deliberately, for his sake, took two fingers and scraped up a good amount of sperm and right in front of him I put my fingers in my mouth and licked and sucked them clean, moaning in what he thought was fake ecstasy.  He ewed and said
 
"You are such a pig!" 
 
 I laughed harder, though all I could think of was how much I wanted to taste his sperm again.
“So, do you want to taste mine? And for real, you can really shoot eight times a day?”
“Yeah.  Its all I want to do! But for right now I don’t think I want to taste yours, maybe later?”
 
  He giggled. 
 
 ”I jerk off every morning when I wake up.  Again 15 minutes later in the shower.  When I get to school I go to the wash room and jerk off in the stall sometimes on the wall and watch it run down.  Again at lunch.  Sometimes in the afternoon I ask to go the bathroom and I do it again. That was when I tasted mine. The when I get home I do it.  Then again when I go to bed. Once I put my feet way up and back so that my cock is over my mouth, I think maybe of tasting it that way, but I chicken out.  So… like 6-8 times a day.  Yeah.”
I was looking down at his big dick again when an idea formed in my head, one that would let me play with him without making him think I liked it. 
 
 ”We should see if you can set another record!  I’ll help!”
Jimmy was suddenly excited. 
 
 ”Yeah, with these magazines and you helping me, I bet I could shoot more than 11 times in a day! Would you mind if maybe I touched yours again?”

"That would be so cool, but right now I just want to see you do it again. But I mean you can still touch me if you want to, or if it makes you come even more.."


 ”Okay, you’ve already shot twice in the last half hour so we’ll start the clock from seven, that was the first one.” 
 
 I got up and went back to the storage room. 
 
 ”Let me get some new magazines, we’ve been through just about all of those.”
As I came out with another stack, the phone rang.  I set the mags down and walked to the other side of the room and picked up the phone. 
 
"Nice ass."
 
he said and it took me by surprise.
 It was my Mom. 
 
 ”Honey, our car broke down and we aren’t going to get home tonight.  Dad has the triple A people coming out, but we are going to have to stay at a hotel for the night.  Will you two be okay by yourselves?”
“Sure Mom!  No problem.  We are just playing games. cleaning up (I almost laughed) and watching television.”
“Okay, honey, you two be good.  I will call Jimmy’s Mom so she knows and I will call you first thing in the morning and let you know when we’ll be home.  Please, Jackie, be good and don’t stay up too late, okay?”

To myself I thought I wonder if I could “Stay UP” as long as Jimmy and I laughed to myself again.


 ”Yes Mom,” I said sarcastically.  She laughed and hung up.  I turned around Jimmy was in like a trance, I guess from looking at my ass, and told Jimmy what my Mom had just told me. 
 
 ”We have the house to ourselves tonight!” 
 
 I wondered just how many times he was going to shoot his sperm.
Jimmy sat on the couch, staring at a magazine, his mouth hanging open.
"Jimmy?" 
 
 I questioned.
“Oh man… Jackie, look at this!”
I noticed his dick was hard, standing straight up!  And it had only been five minutes since his second burst of sperm! 
 
 ”What?”
As I walked up I couldn’t believe my eyes.  The cover of this magazine was unlike the rest we had seen.  It was a close up, hi resolution photo of a woman’s face, with a fat hard dick stretching her mouth!  Thick red lipstick, blue eyeshadow, blond hair, eyes closed in ecstasy!  The mans balls were laying gently on her chin, her nose in his pubic hairs, his balls dripping saliva, her mouth smeared with lipstick and spit, his hands on her head and the title of the magazine in big bold letters…
 
"Cocksucker!"
“Holy moly!”
 
I hissed. 
 
 ”What’s she doing!?”
“Shes giving him a blowjob!” 
 
 Jimmy’s eyes were wide open, taking it all in.
“Whats a blowjob?” 
 
 I asked naively.
“What shes doing… That’s a blowjob.  Shes sucking on his dick.  I guess they call it a cock. I guess that way she wont have to lick her fingers clean. If you know what I mean.” 
 
He looked me dead in the eyes and licked his lips. He started to flip through the magazine.  It was thick, about 150 pages.  Every single page was of women sucking cocks, being cocksuckers, giving blowjobs.  Each scene was about 10 pages starring one woman and one or more men. Sometimes squeezing her tits. There was a written paragraph on each page.   A dirty story with the scene.  Wonderfully filthy language that we had never heard before but quickly learned.  Cock, cocksucker, face fuck, cum, cumming, whore, slut, bitch.
“Wow…” was all I could muster.  I was as hard as I’d ever been in my young life.
As Jimmy thumbed through the magazine for both of us to see, without thinking I reached over and started to stroke his fat dick. He let go of the book and grabbed my ass again, 
 
"Yeah this is what tits must feel like."
 
"Stand up Jimmy and let me feel yours, ok?"
 
"All right but no queer stuff, ok?"
 
He stood up about a foot from me and I stepped right up to his belly, I could feel our hot dicks rubbing together.
 
"I said no queer stuff remember?"
 
In my head IT WAS QUEER STUFF and that was cool by me.
 We both seemed to reach around each other to grab ass. That’s when he pulled me right up to his belly and his cock was like what I imagined a hot poker would feel like.
We were rubbing each others cocks and grabbing ass. That’s when he came again, all over out bellies on each other, and that brought me to the point that I came.
 
"Wow, again and I am cumming every time you do, maybe I can cum 11 times."
 
We just held each other, yeah “no queer stuff my ass.”
 
"Jimmy we’re all sticky again. Maybe I wont use the towel this time, and I’ll just lick your belly."
 
"What are you crazy?"
 
"Why not? I ate it before, and you said you have eaten cum before, so what’s the big deal? Here you hold on to my ass, or tits like you think they are lol, and I’ll clean you up.. I don’t mind."
 
I started licking just below his chest and down cleaning him thoroughly.
 
"Now you do it to me."
 
"I told you no queer stuff!"
 
"Well, if it is not queer for me to eat your cum, why would it be queer for you to lick my belly? Most of it is yours anyway. And you said you ate your own. I’ll just bet you even ran your tongue over that cum you put on the stall wall, huh?"
 
"NO, NO I didn’t."
 
"Bet ya did!"
 
"You cant tell anyone about any of this. RIGHT!"
 
"Dude I just ate your cum and jerked you off, we felt each other up. Who the fuck would I tell? I’m just as guilty."
 
"Well, yeah, you’re right. OK so I did lick the wall, it was cold though and not like when I ate it warm. Honestly, now you cant tell anyone about what I am going to say.
I liked it both ways.”
 
"Well then try it mixed with mine, mine is sweeter see if you can tell who’s is who’s."
 
I was still rock hard and my cock was still dripping.
He was grabbing my ass harder, but he kneeled down, and as he stuck his tongue out I pushed my dick into his mouth.
 
"What the fuck are you doing?"
 
"Well now you will be able to tell the difference."
 
"I hate to say it but your right, it is sweeter than mine."
 
 He licked my belly once and looked up at me and said,
 
"Yours"
 
Another lick and said
 
"Mine"
 
One more lick and he had a funny look on his face.
 
"I guess that one was both of ours. You know you are a queer you know."
 
Then he cleaned my belly, till the only shine on it was from his spit, all the while grabbing my ass. I pushed him back onto the couch and he spread his legs and lifted his hips to meet my hand. 
 
 ”Man, can you imagine how that would feel? getting a blow job?”
“Yeah, and look at all that…um…cum… yeah… look at all the cum those women are eating!”
He smiled,
 
"Yeah, figures you would like that part!  Maybe you want to suck my…um…cock!"
I smiled back, leering at the magazine.  “Yeah, you’d like that, wouldn’t you!”
I was completely and utterly turned on.  I didn’t really think I would suck his dick, but suddenly, after hearing Jimmy say the words, it somehow didn’t seem so far fetched!
“Yeah, I’d like it, but not as much as you would like sucking me!”
I didn’t know how to respond.  I was excited, breathless, holding his fat, hard cock in my little hand.  This was moving so fast!
“Yeah, but I wouldn’t be like those girls! Or even queer if I did suck on you.”
“Man, look at those red lips!  Why does that look so hot?”
 
  He asked rhetorically.
I looked and got harder still, thinking that those lips were mine and they were wrapped around my best friends dick! 
 
 ”Yeah,”
 
I replied,
 
"that looks so…um..slutty!"
“Yeah, that’s it, slutty!  If I could have those lips giving me a blowjob, I could break the record in no time!”
My hand was moving up and down, up and down his cock as we looked at the magazine, his breathing coming faster and faster. 
 
 ”Come on Jackie, why don’t you put it in your mouth just once!  Okay?”
I couldn’t believe he had really, asked me. 
 
 ”I don’t know Jimmy.”
“Come on,”
 
he pleaded.  Then,
 
"you might like it!"
I continued to stroke him, looking down at his demanding hard dick.  I looked at his fat balls, knowing the load of cum they held. 
 
 ”Aw, I don’t know. Maybe if you told me that you like my cum.”
 
"I guess I kinda do, so there I said it, now will you suck me?"
 
  Now I was afraid that he might think I was queer if I did it.  I wanted to, but I didn’t want my friend to think I was a fag, even if I was beginning to believe I was.
“Please Jackie… just put it in your mouth for a minute.  See if you like it.  If you don’t you can just stop!  Please…” 
 
 Jimmy’s voice trailed off.
“But I’m not a fag,”
 
I said lowly.
Jimmy quickly replied,
 
"I know your not!  We’re just having fun, trying to set the record. It would be just our secret.  I would never tell anyone.  I promise.  And who knows, maybe you’ll like it." 
 He was lifting his hips to fuck my hand.
I should have said no, right there and ended it.  Just say no, keep stroking him, make him cum.  Just say no. But I couldn’t.  I was torn.  I wanted to suck my friends dick, see what it was like, but I knew if I did, our friendship might change.  What if he didn’t like me anymore after that.  And I didn’t want him thinking I was a fag.  And then I heard myself say…
“Alright, I’ll try it, but you can’t cum in my mouth. I’m not a fag!”
“Yeah Jackie, yeah. okay, sure!” 
 
 His young voice cracked.  He was so excited he started pushing my head down to his thick cock.
I scooted down next to his thin body and pulled his cock up straight.  I was inches away, looking at it, seeing the gnarly veins and feeling its heat on my face.  Up close his balls were huge and I suddenly wasn’t sure I could get his dick into my mouth.  He grabbed his cock from me and pushed up with his hips and down with his hands and I opened my mouth and let his cock fill my mouth.
I was in heaven!
"OOOOhhhhhh…."
 
came the long moan of ultimate pleasure from deep in Jimmy’s chest. 

Not to say that I didn’t moan myself. But maybe he didn’t hear it.


 I pushed my tongue along the underside of his cock, its thickness filling me up.  I began sucking, up and down, not having ever seen a blowjob, I must have been a natural.
“Oh God, Jackie, its unbelievable!”
Now both hands were on my head and he was slowly taking control of my mouth.  I could feel his cock getting bigger and bigger.  Fatter and fatter.  The head expanded in my little thirteen year old mouth.  His boy hips rose and fell, demanding pleasure from my tongue and lips.
I suddenly tasted a sweet, salty liquid and realized this was the droplets of fluid that our dicks pushed out just before cumming!  I tried to pull off, not wanting Jimmy to cum in my mouth, proving I was a fag!  But his hands held me on his cock.
“Oh Jackie…”
 
He groaned. 
 
 ”Please don’t stop…don’t stop…I’m so close!” 
 
 He was moaning the words in a breathless waterfall of ecstasy. 
 
 ”Please Jackie, don’t stop!”
I tried to pull up again but now his hands were like vices, forcing me down.  Finally he groaned long and loud and I felt his cock lurch hard, throb, expand and I suddenly, with a pull, I was off his cock and stroking it for dear life.  He grunted and his abs bucked hard and his cock jumped in my hand and he started to cum, even as Jimmy tried to force my head back onto his spewing prick.
“Suck it Jackie, please, suck it, suck it, suck it,” 
 
 He chanted as he exploded.
His cock spewed its biggest load yet.  The first rope caught me square in the face, the second let go with the head of his cock on my cheek as he tried to push it back into my mouth.  Three four and five landed on my neck, face and hands, some in my mouth.  Then six, seven, eight, nine, ten and ELEVEN thick streams of pearly white sperm.  When he was finished, Jimmy breathed heavily, holding my head against his stomach, grinding his thin hips upwards, forcing his dripping dick into my face.
“Oh man, Jackie, that was unbelievable!”
With my face away from him, I licked and swallowed every slippery bit of cum that was in my mouth and on my lips and chin.  Slick, warm and salty, I realized I was craving it.  I slowly, gently stroked his quickly softening dick, staring at it just inches from my face, covered in a messy, thick white coating of his gloppy sperm.  Finally I sat up and looked at him.  Jimmy looked with surprise at me and then burst out laughing!
“Jackie!  You look like the girls in the magazine!  You’re covered in cum!”
I ran, naked, to the mirror in the bathroom and there I was, cum in my hair, on my face, my neck, dripping down my chin.  It was so dirty and so hot all at once.  I went back to the couch, took a towel and wiped myself down, then took up the task of toweling off Jimmy for the second tim with a towel in just the last 75 minutes.
"Jimmy, you tried to shoot in my mouth!  I told you, I’m not a fag.  I’m not eating your sperm." 
 
 I was just finishing wiping him down as I said this.  His dick was laying against his thigh, still fat and heavy.
Jimmy reached down and rubbed his balls and cock as he answered me. 
 
 ”Jackie, you should just try it once.  You liked sucking me right?”
"Yeah,"
 
I hesitated. 
 
 ”But that was just for fun.  You said you wouldn’t tell anyone.”
“I won’t!  I would never do that.  We’re friends.  And it felt so good.  I just figured since you ate the sperm off your fingers, you would like more.”
“Well you shouldn’t have tried to make me.” 
 
 I said this as I watched him fondling his dick and balls, stroking them slowly.
“I’m sorry.  Okay?”
“Yeah, I guess.”
“You guess?  Man, look at your dick, its dripping sperm.” 
 
 Jimmy pointed at my own prick. 
 
 ”You must have really liked having my dick in your mouth.”
“I told you ‘yeah.’  I liked it, alright?  It was fun, but I’m not some queer guy.”
Jimmy squeezed his dick and a big dollop of left over sperm bulged out of the top of his cock. 
 
 ”Maybe you really like cum too?  Why don’t you try it again.”
I was mesmerized by the fat dick in his hand and the thick white sperm that was leaking out of his it.  I watched and then realized I was bending down closer and closer to his cock. 
 
 ”Yeah,”
 
Jimmy whispered,
 
"just taste it and see if you want to try more.  If you like it, I can give you as much as you want."
I opened my mouth and took the head of his now hardening dick into my mouth, tasting that big drool of sperm on my tongue.  I sucked and then swallowed.  I was in heaven.  The neurons in my young brain firing crazily.  A breathless fog washed over me and it was then that I heard Jimmy say,
 
"Wow, you really like it, hunh?"
I pulled up, looking at him quizzically. 
 
 ”Why did you say that?”
He looked at me, slightly confused. 
 
 
 ”You moaned.”
“I did?”
“Yeah.  And then you sucked it more.  Are you alright?”
I sat there thinking about it.  I did want Jimmy to flood my mouth with all that cum but I was still afraid of what he would think of me.  And then I just said, in a rush,
 
"Okay, I’ll try it."
"Really?!" 
 
 Jimmy was suddenly excited.
“Yeah, I’ll try it.  You can cum in my mouth next time.” But you have to at least suck on me just even if it is a little. That’s only fair.”
“Wow, this is going to the be best, ever!”
He was hard again and started to push my head down to his dick.  I let him, taking his throbbing 13 year old prick into my mouth.  Even wiped up, I could taste the tang of all the sperm he had shot that night.  I began sucking softly, wetly, moving my head up and down slowly, letting his dick work into my mouth.  This time it took him a little longer and I found myself sucking him for 15 minutes, Jimmy moaning over and over, rocking his hips into my mouth, hands on my head, afraid I might try to pull off when he came.
I found that if I didn’t swallow and just let my spit drool out of my mouth and down his prick, he showed his approval by moaning louder and louder.  When I sucked noisily by accident, he gripped my head tighter and mumbled low,
 
"Yeah, Jackie, suck it.  Yeah… you do that sooo good."
Soon, my face, lips, cheeks and chin were soaked with spit and his hips began to thrust upwards with anticipation.  His pubic hair was a matted, dripping mess and his hands gripped my head harder, his little hands holding me while he began to fuck my mouth. 
 
 ”Yeah Jackie, that’s it.  Ohhh.. yess.. so good Jackie. Mmmmm…”
I reached down with my hands and fondled my own dick.  As I did this, Jimmy’s prick began growing in my mouth.  Bigger and bigger, expanding, filling my 13 year old mouth till my lips were stretched tight.  I knew he was close and for the first time I realized I was moaning too.  Low, sucking moans.  I wanted him to cum.  I wanted him to fill my mouth. I wanted him to make me eat his sperm.  There were wet, sucking, slapping noises as I made my mouth as inviting as I could.
“Oh…yess… are you sure you want me to cum in your mouth, Jackie?” 
 
 Jimmy asked breathlessly, hoarsely, nearly moaning the words.
I sucked harder, louder, sloppier.
“Oh man, Jackie, I’m close,”
 
he whispered. 
 
 ”If you want me to shoot my sperm in your mouth, rub my balls. And I’ll give you my word to at least suck on your dick.”
I quickly took one hand from my own cock and frantically rubbed and fondled his fat, saliva covered nuts.
“I knew it!” 
 
 Jimmy renewed his face fucking, driving his dick into my teen mouth. 
 
 ”Here… it… cums!”
He groaned loudly, his abs bouncing in and out, his hips lifting off the couch, his body tensed.  His dick grew impossibly large in my mouth and then as if exhaling, the fat bulbous head of his dick spewed a ridiculous rope of sperm into my sucking mouth.  I moaned loudly, not caring if Jimmy heard, and began swallowing.  His sperm was so thick, like a milk shake, globs filled my mouth as I tried to swallow.  It was so thick and viscous it caught in my throat as another and then another rope of white cum filled my mouth to overflowing.  His dick lurched and grew then exhaled over and over again, making me swallow as fast as I could.  I tasted his hot creamy sperm, felt it on my tongue, swallowed over and over as his hands held me down and he pumped his throbbing, heaving prick in and out of my soft bruised lips.
After about a minute, he lay his head on the back of the couch as I continued to suck, cleaning him, taking all the cum I could, his fat prick softening in my mouth.
“Oh Jackie, that was unreal. I knew you would like that sperm! Give me a couple of minutes and I’ll pay you back, like I promised”    
 
(but no queer stuff, right?)

  
Slow learner

I first learned about masturbation, not by the actual word of masturbation, but my friends telling me to touch my cock and stroke it for a while till I felt like peeing.

At first I did not really pay heed to all of what they said, and I had not yet watched any sort of porn. So I didn’t really care. The most I would do was to grab my dick when it got hard and make it jump nothing more than that.

Later on when I was 11, I discovered porn and would watch it. But I did not really do anything as I would watch for a minute or two. Years passed and when I was 13 I started watching full length porn and nude pictures. Watching the pictures I would sit in a corner of the lobby of a hotel to browse pictures on my psp as I dis not have wi-fi at home at that time. I would sit there getting hard and nervous that somebody would catch me watching porn.
And I would usually feel a wet spot on the tip of my penis but I thought it was a little pee as I was nervous sitting there.


A few months later when we went on our holidays to switzerland we stayed at a hotel. I would sneak down to the lobby to watch porn everyday and would return with wet undies with patches allover and I’d have to change them immediately.
One day I was sitting in the lobby on one of the chairs placed next to a hallway going towards the lounge and the library and other places. I was involved deeply in the pictures when suddenly I felt a tap on my right shoulder.

A girl of age 16(she told me later) stood there with a grin on her face. She asked me to hand over the psp to her, my hands trembling I handed over the psp and she started scrolling down with her saying “hmmm” and “nice” while she did it.

She asked me in a low voice, handing back the psp, “were you planning on masturbating afterwards?” I did not understand the term and replied in the negative and she seemed surprised and questioned “whats the point in watching if you’re not going to masturbate” and before I could say something she added “you don’t know what masturbating is do you? Its alright, come up to my room.”

I followed her to her room and turned out that she and her sisters had separate rooms for themselves. She sat on the bed and asked me to sit in front of her.

Then she went on saying “watching porn and pictures is useless if you don’t get the pleasure later on” and then “take off your shorts and your shirt” and I was confounded and replied saying “No”. After a bit of giggling from her side she said not to be ashamed and that she would do the same.

I blushed and had a hardon suddenly, and she obviously noticed it and I did as I was told. I took off my shorts and my shirt and mow the only thing I had on was my underwear.
She suddenly gasped, “You’re so wet for your age, you’re wet like a girl”. And before I knew it she leaped forward and took off my underwear. I was dripping with precum.
“Let me take mine off and I’ll teach you something you’ll love me for your entire life”. And by the time she took off her clothes she had got me hard as a rock and my cock would jump involuntarily and watching that she would giggle.
After fingering herself for a bit she grabbed my cock with her right hand and went a slow motion from the bottom to the tip releasing my precum. Massaging my head with it, her other hand on her pussy massaging that.

She then asked me to lay down and let her pleasure me I did so and in a very unorthodox way she started wanking me. She instead of sirting between my legs, faced her pussy towards me and her right leg on my right and her left on my left to the side of my chest. Her pussy was visible to me and so was her asshole. She told me that I could touch it and do whatever I wanted with her pussy so I ran my finger up her pussy and it got all warm and wet with a sticky fluid. I smelled it, it had no distinctive scent but had a amazing taste. By that time she was wanking hard and then suddenly my legs felt tingly and weird feeling in my stomach and my hips thrusted upwards towards her face.
“You’re about to cum” she stated
And then I did cum and it was clear as precum is at that time.

Some of which that she got on her hand she licked it and brought her hand to my mouth to lick it. I sucked on her hand and got alot of the clear ,less salty than it is today, in my mouth.

All of this took 15 minutes to happen and afterwards she started masturbating still grabbing my dick in her hand which started to grow soft but then got hard because she didn’t let go.
Once she was done I told her my parents would be waiting and that I had to leave.

And I left.

Thats my first time masturbation story. If you want to know more about me kik me @ havesomefunalready

Sexy aunt

Well I was about 13 and I would constantly rug my cock on my bed and between my pillows but I never had a goal I just new it felt good.Well I didn’t even know what cum was.So one day my parents went out of town and my aunt came over to babysit me(I was very excited).It was a very hot summers day and I sat their on the coach and my aunt kept stripping off clothing because she was so hot(which I had no problem with).So we were watching tv and I was looking at her slowly rubbing my cock throught my shorts trying to be as discrete as possible and I was staring at her large sweaty breasts and I was as hard as a rock.

Suddenly she looked at me I got instantly red in the face and sweating thinking she knows I’m caught I’m dead.

She asked me what I was doing I laughed and said nothing just watching tv.She didn’t believe it so she gets up and pulls the pillow I had laying over my cock and she sees it’s very hard and sticking through my shorts.

She has a very surprised look on her face and says O MY GOD WHAT ARE YOU DOING.I couldn’t think of anything to say.She asks why are u hard.I just looked at her breasts and kind of grinned. She gasps and pulls her shirt up.So she said put your cock away your in big trouble.I was so scared.

But a few minutes after she calmed down we started watching tv again.And she looked at me and says soooo why were u hard?I just say because of u.She says really??? I said yes she well what do u like?I said well your boobs. She says have you ever seeing bare tits b4?I say no.She says do u want to? I excitingly said yes yes yes. So she pulls her shirt down she had double Ds. I instantly got rock hard.She sees and laughes I get imbarrased
She says have you ever had your penis touched?I said just by me.She laughs and asks if she can touch it.I very nervous with antisipation said yes. So she pulls my pants down spits on my cock and starts stoking it.(IT FELT SOOOO GOOD).Then she asks if she can taste it. I say yes. She begins sucking me off.I couldn’t be leave it. Then I felt a build up like I was gunna pee.I was like I think I’m gunna pee!! She said its not pee and sucks faster and faster, and BOOM I felt this amazing sensation she quickly backed off I came in her mouth and face and on her TITS.I was like what was that?She says you just ejaculated. It felt AMAZING. She rubs the cum into her tits and says have you ever seen a pussy before.I say no.She pulls her pants down and starts figuring herself and I get hard right away again and we watched each other masturbate and I got scared I thought she pissed all over me put it turns out she squirt all over me and I was like did u just pee on me she said no that’s lady cum.and then I came on her again. Then as the years went on I turned about 16 and we had SEX!!! So now I always love when my aunt babysits

I’ve been writing sexual romance for about… 6 or 7 months now. Been reading them for a year. I just recently decided to explore my lower regions. (I’m female)

I thought it was dirty, and my family was just down the hall! But I felt left out. Most MIDDLE SCHOOLERS were already having SEX! Though, I can wait a few years.

I wanted to find out exactly where the clit was, so I searched. I found it, but didn’t quite understand how women felt good there. I used spit as lube and circled the area, that didn’t do much.

Then I decided to do what seemed natural. I quickly massaged it back and forth and it was like I was reading about sex for the first time all over again.

My hand seemed to move faster on its own and before I knew it, my hips bucked skyward and my mouth was open in a silent scream. I spent a few minutes panting and waiting for it to finish.

So, to you unsure, virgin (or experienced) women who have never experienced this, TRY IT. Clitoral orgasms are one of the best ways to relieve stress!

This may have been the most general first orgasm story there ever was.

First

I had my first experience with a friend. Neither of us really knew exactly what we were doing. For fun one day during the summer, the two of us decided to get naked in this secluded woodsy spot not far from where we lived. Of course we both got an erection, which felt exciting and good to have together. We started feeling each other erection, caessing anbd fondling. Then, suddenly wqe got to the point where we both thought that we were going to pee. This clear liquid came squirting out and it felt so good! Well, of course, after that, we began to masturbate one another egularly and with the same terrific results!

Cumming!!

I was 10 looking through my year book and I looked at some of my teachers and class mates and I notice I started getting hard I began pulling my dick and I started rubbing my dick between the pages I was thinking about one of my teachers it got faster and faster and BOOM I thought I peed all over my year book I was so scared i looked and it was WHITE!! It felt so good I did it again and again and again I came on my all the girls in that year book I think it was a great day:)

Experimentation

I was about 7 and so was my bestfriend.We were hanging out in the basement playing hide and go seek I hid in a closet he found me and he came in the closet and just took his pants off I don’t know why.then I did the same.Then he took his underwear off I saw his penis and got hard then he said take ur underwear off I wanna see so I did he asked if he could lick it I said ok nervously.It felt so good he started sucking then I really wanted to see what his dick tastes like so I began sucking his hard cock and he pushed my head down and said he was gonna pee but I didn’t care I kept suckin turned out it wasn’t pee he came a lot in my mouth I swallowed it all then I did the same to him sucking his cock till I thought I had to pee and I came on his face and in his mouth then after we licked each others but holes:)

nudddddddf said: Can u post more often

This blog is submission based. Unfortunately I get a story once a month or go for a few months without any submissions. So with that said c’mon folks get brave and submit your story.  http://myfirsto.tumblr.com/submit 

late bloomer

I was about 16 and I’d learned that lying on my pillow with my erection between the pillow and the mattress felt nice but I couldnt figure out how sex really worked. I had a book that mentioned “rythmic motions” but was mostly clinical. 

One night while lying on my pillow I shifted somehow and suddenly my hips began thrusting on their own. Within a few seconds I gave a hard thrust and felt an amazing squeezing  feeling as my whole body stiffened. When it was over I laid there for a moment catching my breath and thinking “wow, I think I just had an orgasm!” I looked under the pillow and found a small puddle of fluid. I quickly cleaned up and proceeded to masturbate the same way for the rest of my life while fantasizing about various girls with only a few experimental attempts with other ways. Sometimes lying on my back and humping against a body pillow fantasizing about other guys. One or twice in the shower with a similar fantasy. 

My First Time

So one evening, when I was 15, my parents and sister were all out, this guy I had known since I was about seven had come over until the next day. We had been friends for a while now but we had never been in a relationship with each other even though he is probably the best guy I have ever met.

Anyway we were making a cake or cookies or something and I was carrying a jug of water and when I turned around I accidentally threw a lot of it on him and in return he threw a jug full on me as well. We both ended up laughing and we went upstairs to the bathroom to clean up. We’re both comfortable around each other but we had never seen each other in our underwear. He took his top and trousers off to dry up and I awkwardly pulled my top and jeans off as I’m quite self conscious of my body even though I’m quite skinny. The whole time he was just watching me as  I dried myself off. He came up to me and took my towel and threw it on the floor. We were both standing in only our underwear and I knew it was starting get more intense. Slowly he bent forward and went in for the kiss. He was an amazingly nice guy and a great friend as well as a good looker so I thought why not. The kissing got more intense and he ended up carrying me to my bedroom. He was moving his hands all the way over my body and unclasped my bra and asked if it was alright. Though I was nervous, I said yes and he took it off me and lay me down on the bed.

It was crazy to think that I had known this guy for most of my life and here I was half naked in front of him while he fondled my breasts. Slowly he moved down my stomach and swiftly removed by knickers after looking to me for his permission. I nodded and he set to work, licking and kissing my clit. 10 minutes later I was getting really close to orgasm. I was grabbing the bed frame and with my other hand holding his head on my vag and telling him to keep going. Suddenly an intense feeling filled me up and I grabbed the bed-frame and moaned so loudly. I looked down on him and he had the biggest smile on his face as he was so happy he had pleased me.

After that experience, I felt I needed to return the favor. We swapped places and I pulled his boxers down to reveal his 5.5”-6” penis. I was very nervous but I really wanted to please him so slowly I kissed the tip and slowly made my way down his shaft. I sucked and licked and made my way faster and faster up and down. I felt it pulsing inside my mouth and he told me to keep going and how he was about to come. He grabbed my head with both hands just as he cummed in my mouth and he moaned with delight. Alot spilled out but I tried to swallow a bit because I heard that was what alot of boys like. He kissed me thankyou and eventually we got changed. It was both mine and his first orgasm and I am truthfully glad it was with him. We are now even better friends and we might just take it a step further next time. It’s amazing to think that my bestest guy friend was my first :) 

Puppy gave me first orgasm

I was 12 and on the brink of puberty.I was getting erections frequently.My dog recently had 4 pups and I liked to sit with them and watch them suckle their mom.I was horny and hard letting a pup suck on my finger and my earlobes.I pulled down my pants and took out my cock.I sat and placed the puppy next to my cock.Suddenly,it hooked on to my cock and started to suck it.It sucked relentlessly,I was in heaven,never had I experienced such a pleasurable feeling.My cock responded and in seconds and it was as rigid as could be,my puppy sucker was tugging and made sucking noises.Meanwhile I was feeling the build up of an intense feeling,after under a minute of being puppy sucked,I orgasmed,It was my first,i shuddered,it kept sucking,I had to pull his mouth off.I didn’t knew if I came because puppy sucked it all down.

When I was 12 years old, I didn´t know a thing about masturbation. I was very naive. I did know a little about semen, what we had been told in school, and nothing at all about orgasms. Like most boys I had started having boners and had found how pleasurable it was to touch them. I would merely squeeze and press and move around a bit, but nothing more. I didn´t consider there might be anything else to it.

The first thing that really intrigued me was the first time I expelled some precum. I have always emitted a lot of it, so it was quite noticeably, even those first times. I would touch those first dollops and notice it was sticky, and made strings, clutching to my penis and fingers. It was definitely no pee. So I started thinking it was possibly cum. It really surprised me, for I was sure that semen could only appear when you were fucking a girl, in order to get her pregnant. But, what else could that clear liquid be?

I shared my bedroom with my older brother, and my mother was always around, so I had very little privacy. I was always afraid they would notice if I touch it in my room or in bed at night. So most times I did it in the bathroom. Later I would prefer the bed, and knew that if you were silent nobody could really tell what you were doing, but back then I was a bit ashamed with my new habit, and would hide it as much as I could. So I was sitting in the WC, squeezing it like I did most days. The sensations had been gradually growing in the last weeks, and that day they were specially good, so I kept my hand working longer than usual. Then I felt that first pang of pleasure that tells of a forecoming orgasm. It was very intense, so I stopped it altogether and just sat there looking at my penis, twitching. I was scared something was wrong. But it wasn´t a good moment to stop and I felt an unbearable urge to keep going. I tentatively took hold of it again and started squeezing and moving the skin, and shaking the whole length of it… Faster and faster. It was something wild. The sensation kept growing until it was overwhelming and then, of course, it happened. I had my first orgasm, I spurted four or five dollops of cum that flew everywhere. It landed on my pants, and trousers and in the floor… It was like eighteen years ago, but the memories are very vivid.

I was astounded. I was aware that it really was semen! I cleaned everything and I thought that it wasn´t surely a good thing to do. I felt a bit ashamed too and decided I was not going to do it again. Better safe than sorry. But then, as I was doing my homework, I started thinking about it. And my dick started to harden again. And I thought I didn´t know if it was something I could control or not. I had to try again and see if I could reach that state whenever I wanted. So I went again to the bathroom and started stroking it. This time I simply imitated what I had done when I was close to cum and it worked. But the orgasm wasn´t as good as the first, I only expelled one tiny blob of semen and my penis was sore. I thought I had made something terribly wrong. It was some days later that I discovered that I only needed some time to recover. Since then I started doing it almost daily.

my best friend gave me my first orgasm

i was 13 years old and fooling around with my best friend (same age ) when he showed  me a porn magazine and asked me did i ever jack off. i had told him no being honest eith but kept getting erections which was embarrising and he told me jstt jack off and me being inexperienced said i did not know what to to do. so he said he would show and took out his cock  and started to pull his penis foreskin back and forth and i said wow as his cock was so hard. he then asked to put my hand over it and do what he eas doing so ii got to hold my first cock and he then unzipped my pants and grabbed my cock and i was in heaven  when he  me   put my now hard a his agains a rock  cock into his mouth and sucked me off. and i felts  told me to suck his cock untill he groaned with pleasure and i felt this thick hot  subtance that tasty salty and then saw that it was pearly white dripping down my mouth. i said wtf when he said you have never cum before  so he grabbed my penis and pulled it back and forth till i got this tingly sensation and thought i was going to pee when my legs turned to jelly and shot my first load ever out. it must of being 5or 6 ropes of seman  and i thought i was going to pass out with plearsure. my first orgasm one the best.

Unexpected

I was 13 and had been occasionally masturbating for years without any particular goal in mind, just for the diffuse pleasure it gave. As I progressed into puberty, the feelings became more intriguing and intense. I had heard about orgasm and ejaculation but couldn’t really imagine what it felt like. I assumed it was something I would find out about in some distant future when I would make love to a woman, because that was how babies were made. 

One summer morning I was lying in bed and had been idly playing with myself. I rolled over onto my stomach and, in a semi-dozing state, rubbed my erect penis gently against the mattress. I began to have a persistent feeling, almost of irritation, that nonetheless began to wake me up and concentrate my attention. Slowly I continued rubbing, aware that I was as hard as I had ever been. I perceived that I was on the verge of something; some unique and astounding feeling was gradually building deep within and moving to the surface. I continued my movement very slowly, not wanting to break the spell. 

And then it gathered and started to take form. I felt myself slowly and involuntarily tightening between the legs, my balls clenching. And suddenly, like a moment of pure light, the feeling burst forth. Although I had never experienced it before, I felt like I had always known it, like I was being reunited with a long-lost best friend. The contraction was repeated, the marvelous, unparalleled sensation continued, reached a peak, and then slowly disappeared.

I lay there amazed, catching my breath. After a while, I rolled over and discovered the small amount of whitish, slippery fluid that I had emitted. I realized that I had ejaculated: this had been an orgasm! It was a transformative moment.